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| Hey, guys!
It's been awhile. Just to let you know, I do not plan on updating this extensively anymore. It will be harder for me to keep up with everybody through Xanga, but I'll try.
If you really want to keep up with my rather boring and uninteresting life, feel free to at http://xd.isumin.net/.
I can't believe I've been on Xanga for more than a year. Wowzas!
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| The day has finally come...where I have figured out how to SAVE MY SITE FROM THE DREADED CRASH!!! :)
Miraculously, this morning I figured out how to save my poor XD files and upgrade to the newest Wordpress. ^^ Hurray!
I'm in the process of moving over my old Xanga entries.. which is taking forever.. I've only gotten to April... ;_;
Well, for those of you who are brave enough (or more likely, bored out
of your mind), I guess it's alright if you peruse the entries of XD: The Life of a Sumin. I wouldn't go too far back seeing how... old...they are... -_-;; And pretty boring and icky and immature. XD
Wonsungah is in my bed right now munching on Pocky and reading for
class. XD Why am I not in my bed instead of that silly
little monkey?
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| Hey kids!
TOMORROW I'M GOING TO NYC!!! And that's not the most exciting thing... I GET TO SEE AHJUMAH!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!
:) Sooo... sooo... excited!
It will be very good to get away. I finally finished my paper (a
WHOLE hour and twenty minutes before deadline!) and I've done most of
my work that's required for Monday. I'm coming back Saturday
afternoon, so it's all cool.
I have to say I haven't been very good about being on time and work and
whatnot. I am disappointed in myself, very much. I'm
starting to feel the crunch. ^^;;
I HEART 'NSYNC!!! [giggles]
And with that... I will leave you with a few photos from around campus when I was feeling all giggly and silly. ^_^
HAHAHAHAH!! Cathy is my best friend on campus... who beats me up.... [cries]
We're being silly. :)
Lawnparties Fall 2005 ^^;; I just wanted to take a picture with my dress and HAT on. XD
AHHH I'M A BLUR!!!
That day I went to go take photos, I had woken up late (LIKE EVERY DAY)
and just threw on a jacket over my pjs. Heehee. Geez, I
look like I'm normal height here. (Lady, that hot momma, is on
the left!)
Auuuuughhh~ Silly Me. I know a lot of people tell me (merely tell
though) that I haven't really, but I'VE GAINED A LOT.
Mwahaha!!! (I am not proud.)
Cath-sita and Sumin being r ediculously good looking. Okay, only Cathy looking ridiculously (oops, rediculously...heehee) good looking.
Sumin twirling like she always does! (I do twirl, in case you guys didn't know.)
AND NOW THE SHOCKER!!!!
[gasp]
HAHAHAHA!!! I'm really drinking this weird flat soda.
-_-;; Hahaha.... I told Kyle to take the photo to make me
look like I'm doing something I'm not.. [wink]
"Do you ever wonder why/this music gets you high/it takes you on a
ride/feel it when your/body starts to rock/baby you can't stop/and the
music is all you've got/this must be... POP!!!"
OH SNAP!
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| I love Totoro too! :)
I don't want to write. I do, I don't, whatever. I'm
probably going to write up stuff like my whole "yucky yuckity yuck
yuck" whatever stuff privately so you guys don't (and won't) have to
read that stuff.
In other news, I stayed up very very late last night. I piddled
around forever not writing my paper. I now have roughly two pages
out of nine done. UGHHHH!!! And tonight there is a study break.
:) Too bad I won't be breaking any studies! AHHHH!!!!
So, whatever. I can't wait until I see Eunhae again. I got the green light from my father. :)
You guys better watch out for this fantastic author that will be
heading your way one day. Catherine M. is going to rock our world
someday. ^^
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| What a strange day.
I want to write. I want to write like I twirl around behind
Frist, with no hesitations, no pretension. For the past few days,
I've been writing very very very short items that just pop into my head
and appear in Notepad. I want desperately confirmation of my
ability or inability, but at the same time I'm so painfully shy about
what I write that I never want the words to appear before any others'
eyes.
This morning we were supposed to go shopping (きのもと, have to study my
vocabulary, might as well do it in Xanga) but it got too complicated
and it turned the mood sour for all of us. We gave up and I took
a two hour nap. Which was good.
I was semi-productive... Did my problem sets for Monday (which NEVER
happens before Sunday) but did I do my research paper?
Nooooooo~~~ BAD SUMIN. I have to finish, I have to finish,
I have to finish NOW. I really want to go to the Master's Dinner
on Tuesday night and not have to worry about my paper. So...
Sunday is paper day.
Sometimes I sit back and reflect. I sometimes feel like I'm so
useless, doing nothing. I can't even study. What am I doing
here? Oh no, it's the whole moody thinking thingie in college
that creeps up in advice conversations with older folks. Hmmmm~
^^;;
After I woke up, I felt funny. Sort of like the odd taste in my
mouth after I wake up from a nap right after eating. It was
unsettling and unpleasant.
I thought more and more vague thoughts about what I've done and what I'm doing. What am I doing?
And even more unsettling than the question was my unspoken answer. I don't know.
I think I will find my answer one day. And when I do, I have
faith that it will not be a bitter taste at the back of my throat but
instead that feeling I get when I throw my arms wide into the wind on
those crisp fall days laughing. Well, not 100% faith, but the
hope that I will. :)
I roamed restlessly for a bit, but after a brisk walk outside to the
Wa^2, it was cool. I calmed down and returned to my normal state
of mind. I think. =P My friends and I watched My
Neighbor Totoro (トトロ）!!! Hurray!! It's been so long since I've
seen Totoro.
Wonsungah said that the father in Totoro was like my dad. I like
to think so. :) At least when I was younger. I
realized tonight once again that I'm quite the Daddy's Girl.
I'm listening to Natasha Bedingfield's "Unwritten" and it makes me want to jump up and sing. ^^
Heehee, my daddy replied to my silly Kongrish email. He even made
a SMILEY FACE (^.^) which is rare beyond words.
Mwahahaha!!!!!!! I think I'll try to email him everyday in this
weird mix to try to improve my Korean. :) Gooooood.
[dances]
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